amazing jump > broken ankle

yes, pete.
it sure is.
if you didn't know,
now you do.
but if you live anywhere but under a rock,
you should know.
or else radio-active man will attack you while you sleep.

vanity not fair

its these days that make me appreciate that my head is finally screwed on straight.
well, for the most part.
some of the bolts need to be tightened.
the man who was my idol no longer exists to me.
he is gone.
replaced by a cog.
the life i once thought was real is now a fantasy.
real life is starting to kick in.
so is the caffine crash.
dang.

savior of the moms of america.
savior of the boy scouts.
savior of the board of directors.
savior of lost girls that everyone forgot about.
save me.
you can never lie if you never swore.
but you broke your promise to sell your soul.
save me.
savior of the step brothers and half sisters.
savior of the dads that wasted away in biterness.
save me.
savior of the rich kids and poor olivers.
save me.
savior of this mind.

the east and west face.

hot and cold.
black and white.
dark and light.
red, white, and blue.
i cannot fathom the interchanges within our minds.
i want this. he wants that.
i say this. she says that.
who knows the truth?

i grasp procrastination with my finger tips.
i hold on to it for dear life.
hoping it will bring the good ol' days.
i almost don't want to go forward,
but i certainly don't want to go back.
never regret anything. ever.

never say never.
oh, what a hypocrite i am.
say good. see good.
if only it was as easy as walking through the doors i have so many times.

the last place you'd look.

stupid people

stupid plans.
take the good with the bad.
don't you say there's no good.
that's all lies.
sorry to say self.

last night.

I saw one of my favorite bands,
and I saw some of the worst bands ever.
I met the most amazing guy.
He deserves so much more than he has.
Don't jump to conclusions on what I'm talking about, either.
If only he was a bit younger.
As weird as that sounds,
I am infatuated with him.
Oh well, I will most likely never see him again.
I also met some of the biggest douche bags.
Nothing like I expected.
I guess it was still cool to meet them.

dear boy.

i know how you feel.
i have to chills up and down my spine.
can't get my body warm to save your life.
stuck a knife in the socket out of curiosity.
why did i get what you deserved?
i wear love everyone on my wrist,
but i can't seem to stop loathing you.
preach what you lie all you want,
but you are getting nowhere.
step it up and for godsakes preach with conviction.

thanks panic!