its a lie.
most of nick@night is lies.
the reruns aren't real shows anymore.
so why believe the cheesy commericals either?
i feel horrible.
mentally and physically.
i just found out that i might have to get surgery.
doesn't sound too intriguing, does it?
i also feel like shite because i have lied.
i didn't technically lie to anyone, but to myself.
i have really disappointed myself and i have the worst guilt over it.
i just wish i could take what i did back.
and it wasn't necessarily bad if you look at it from a wordly view.
its not unacceptable or anything.
i just went back on a personal moral decision and it is making me feel like crap.
let's just say it was a learning experience,
and call it even.
"so make the best of this test and don't ask why.
its not a question, but a lesson learned in time."
i think those particular lyrics can make any situation seem okay.
thank you god.
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