not so diva anymore?

"say a prayer,
but let the good times roll
incase god doesn't show." -pete wentz

"im scared.
but only of god and a witness stand.
im not sure how much longer i want to do this if it doesnt mean anything." -pete wentz

what is this?
what is going on?
i interpreted the first one so easily because it is what i do so many times;
i pray to god, i believe, but then i just go back to doing whatever shite i was doing because what if god isn't there in the end?
and i don't really do that,
but so many people in our culture do.
its crazy.

the second one blows my mind.
i wrote him a letter asking to get inside his head,
and i think i just did.
i don't know if he read the letter or not (i will give him the benefit of the doubt),
but i think by some supernatural force,
i saw his thoughts if only for a second.
and they are not what i expected at all.

i'm not a fan girl.
or maybe i am.
all i know is that those two phrases that he has said completely warped my thoughts of him.

amen.